K...how does a membership to Columbia House sound?
What if i told you...you could get 5 dvds for just $10.00 taxes included!?
What if i also mentioned that by doing this you'd help me get an Ipod 30G with Video?
Doesn't that sound great?
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Alright thats my gay pitch and i sound like a telemarketer...but seriously i want an ipod and i know you want 5 dvds for $10! So HELP ME OUT!

And in case your interested in picking up an ipod as well let me tell you its not a scam. My friend rob testa who lives across the street mentioned this to me once before and i said BALLS! and just yesterday he came over my house with a package and sure enough inside was his ipod! So now i feel stupid and of course i want one too.

Basically you register with the site for free after using my referral link (WINK WINK)
http://ipods.freepay.com/?r=30115035
then you click on columbia house (its the best offer) and you register with them...pick out your 5 dvds...order them online which comes out to $10) and from there you helped me get one step closer to my IPOD! (thanks) And if you want one too...once you've registered for that membership you don't have to register for anything else...all you have to do is get 5 ppl to buy into it as well.

Help Me Please

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Have i ever mentioned how much i love you guys?

New LJ...Nothings Changed But The Name...
Eva You And I Must Talk About This Layout! lol

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What A Weekend!!!

DAY 1:
Natalie finally came down from Buffalo and it appeared as if we wouldn't be able to meet up...yet somehow she managed to fit me into her busy schedule.  We couldn't really chill long since she still had to get ready for work later that night but ya i went to pick her up and we embarked on our first adventure.  

Mission: to find Sherway...
Outcome: got lost on the highway
(lesson for everyone...never let a girl be the navigator)

Since that totally flopped we decided to drive around until we found something that would catch our eye and sure enough i saw the perfect place.  A mini carnival was going on at one of the plazas.  We drove in, i got some cash from the bank and ya lets just say i didn't know what to expect.  Ever watch the simpsons when they showed those carnies who kept harrassing and trying to sucker ppl into playing their impossible games.  OMG we couldn't take two steps without hearing someone yell "hey come on down here and play a game and win your lady a toy" They looked so dirty and greasy its not even funny.  AND THEY DIDNT EVEN HAVE A FERRIS WHEEL!  What kind of carnival doesn't have a ferries wheel honestly?  All the rides were for kids so naturally i was disappointed cause i exceeded the height limit.  But ya...that ended day 1

DAY 2:
So today i was supposed to go to "work" at the hospital (at least thats what i told my parents) instead my plans were to go down to the CNE to the clothing show.  Since Natalie was in town i decided to scrap that idea and spend some more time with her =)
So i woke up...put on my regular clothes, then i put on my security uniform on top of them said bye and walked out.  Drove into a park and stripped myself down into my regular clothes while ppl starred and drove off.  Kidnapped Natalie and decided to take a long drive...and by long drive i mean getting stuck on the highway.  Ended up going to watch STAY ALIVE i think they should have renamed that movie to STAY AWAKE.  Admit we were the only two ppl in the theatre and yet i still yelled at ppl to keep it down!   We got to do some much needed talking and i must admit she helped me put a lot of stuff into perspective.  She helped me realized things that were right in front of my face but i didn't want to see them and the funny thing is, i don't even think had the slightest clue how much she helped me out.  Thanks hun =) 

Later that night i ended up at Chris' house where we had some crazy food with some awesome dessert courtesy of Denise's mom (AMAZING cheese cake)  And ya they raped me and made me out to be some sort of player.  
Lets get some things straight:
 -  I'm Not A Player
 -  I do care about personality and not just looks
 -  I AM NOT A MANWHORE!!!

and lastly...  
 -  I am not shallow...just really picky!

Anyways...after they all teamed up on me and i had nothing in my defense we went for a drive.  Translation ppl needed rides home!

DAY 3:
POKER NIGHT!
      ETA:  10 Minutes
 

So i woke up this morning, took my shower and realized i was home alone!
Bored out of my tree (i wonder where that expression came from) i decided to go to winners to return my belt. After that i was off to Promenade. It was time to get some shopping done before the Dominican Republic :)

Admit i spent way more then i should have on clothes...i hate le chateau everytime i go in there i come out broke! Grrrr to the french hats! Next thing i know i found myself in yorkdale and at which store? Le chateau! i think i'm obssessed with them...

Came home, took buddy out for a walk...SEE i do love my dog though some of you may have had doubts. And ya the rest of the day was spent at home watching movies:
Phantom Of The Opera
Man On Fire
Stigmata
Benchwarmers
IRobot

Tomorrow i'm off to work...I have to cut grass in the hot sun!
Help!

New Video regarding the kidnap courtesy of CTV News:

http://toronto.ctv.ca/servlet/an/local/CTVNews/20060501/baby_abduction_060501/20060501/?hub=TorontoHome

link is on the right side of the screen

Could you give me just some kind of sign
To let me know that I'm not wasting my time
I just need a reason to believe

I've lost all visibility, 'cause I can't see
Just what you mean, by what you're telling me
Should I stay or go, do you even know
It's all a riddle to me

Show me a sign and give me reason to believe
Don't waste my time, just give me some kind of sign
Show me a sign and give me reason to believe
Before this all just fades away.

Would you tell me cause I can't read your mind
I'm so lost but it's not that hard to find
I know exactly what you need

It's become quite evident, just what you meant
I need to vent, well here's my two cents
Don't leave me hanging on if you know its wrong
It's all a riddle to me

Show me a sign and give me reason to believe
Don't waste my time, just give me some kind of sign
Show me a sign and give me reason to believe
Before this all just fades away.

Give me just some kind of sign
Cause I know that everything is changing
And I feel like you always leave me hanging
Don't leave me hanging on
If you know its wrong

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. You give completely and unconditionally in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You're secretly hoping your partner will change for you. You are fickle and tend to fall out of love easily. You bounce from romance to romance.

Your Seduction Style: The Charmer

You're a master at intimate conversation and verbal enticement. You seduce with words, by getting people to open up to you. By establishing this deep connection quickly, people feel under your power. And then you've got them exactly where you want them!

This One Trips Me The Fuck Out...Cause It Asks The Most Random Questions...But It's So Me!

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

From Dr. Sergio (delivering a baby outside of the emerg department)
To Officer Angelucci

Get ready for this one...
SECURITY STAT TO ICU (intensive care BANG we start running up to the department and were there in seconds. Phantom call no one had called for security so wtf happened? we returned to our office and found two nurses waiting for us. "we called you guys where did you go?" (our dispatch sent us to Intensive Care when we should have went to Combined Care) we were informed of two suspicious women going in and out of rooms. So we found them on the camera got a description, split up and searched the hospital. No where to be seen. One of the gaurds went up to get more info...

here is the kicker...
Apparently from what we were told two suspicious women going in and out of rooms
Real story!? 2 women walk into a room and pretend to be volunteers at the hospital and they were there to give tips on breast feeding. One of the mothers smelt alcohol and declined on their offer. They then noticed that the mother in the bed next to them was in the washroom while the baby laid in her bed. They picked up the baby and began to walk off, at that moment the mother demanded they put the baby back and called for help. After checking the cameras (it was like a scene from a movie) you see us getting out of the stairs and running to the left of the floor and not even seconds after turning the corner...the 2 female suspects turn to head down the stairs not before laughing at us of course! Figures...if we were dispatched correctly we had them right there and then.

Luckily i had recognized one of the females as someone who lived behind the hospital...we called the police and sure enough the two women were apprehened...of course we were there laughing at them getting arrested. YAY we are Heroes!!!
Or so we thought...apparently we are getting in shit for not calling the police sooner. (so lets get the facts straight...we did all the questioning, we got the address of the suspects, we got the video feeds, and were getting in shit??? Fucked up

And thats the story of Detective Angelucci ;)

you can check out part of the story at
CTV Watch This One!!! http://toronto.ctv.ca/servlet/an/local/CTVNews/20060429/infant_attempt_abduction_060429/20060429?hub=TorontoHome

Sometimes you just need a wake up call...
And today, thats exactly what i got!

It seems to be some sort of a cycle, one secone i'm the nicest guy in the world and the next i'm capable of being the biggest prick. Somewhere in between being a nice guy and a prick i've come to the conclusion that i'm a sad teddy bear needing a hug. But i'm no ordinary bear i'm all torn up, used, old, forgotten. I think at times i find people that need that bear whether its to vent, take frustration out on, use and what not. For some odd reason i let them and i don't mind being that person even though i do!? does that make any sense whatsoever?

So can i say that i refuse to be everyone's teddy bear from now on? Nope! I just need to remind myself not to let the hugs get to my head. Its funny cause i'm always told i have no emotion and that i'm rock hard. I think that over these past few months i've realized why i've always been that way...
its the whole sense of security, the sense of being in control, the sense of having it your way or no way...and i've lost touch with that and because of that fact i'm left blank.

The world isn't fair...i know it, you know it, everyone knows it.
Make the world right by you

(thanks for keeping me company at the meeting...hope you were inspired)

You let someone in, you open up, you pour out your heart...
3 things i'm known to hate to do
and happens? I get told to take my walk...


Failing
and unsure
why am I losing my nerve
Wasting my time
why do I only see this through the hurt

I cant get it out of my head
I cant get it out that
I do this to myself
me and no one else
So help me
tell me how to break free
I'm to blame
and that's what really hurts
That's what really hurts
You get what you deserve

Jaded and broken
Out of place
waiting my turn
Guilty
fractured
And like you I don't know the answer


I cant get it out of my head
I cant get it out of my head
I hear the words that you said to me

I cant get it out of my head
I cant get it out of my head
I hear the words that you said to me

And I do this to myself
me and no one else
So help me
tell me how to break free
I'm to blame
And that's what really hurts
That's what really hurts
You get what you deserve

Okay so for the first time i worked at the mental institution...
Humber River Regional Hospital Keele Site (phsyc ward)

lets share some experiences...

Story 1:
Big tall black dude...speed walks up and down the hallways and at the same time he dances the robot. So right now close your eyes and picture some dude walking up and down and every once in while stopping to bust a move. So he's dancing and dancing...comes up to me stops busts out a robot move looks at me "fuck you" and moves on. Continues on his path comes across some other dude...stops in front of him busts out a move... "fuck you too" and he did that from about 11pm to about 4am

Story 2:
Indian fellow comes up to me...Starts speaking his language and obviously i have no clue what the hell he's saying and i inform him that hey i have no clue what the fuck your talking about. And of course he continues speaking to me in indian. This is going on for about half an hour him and i having our own conversation even though i had no clue what he was saying so i just pretended i knew what he was talking about. At one point he points to some guy and kinda says something in the form of a question to which i replied...Who him? no you can't he's already got a gf i'm sorry i'll help you find a nice boy.
Right then and there..he stops talking and just stares at me. I'M NOT FUCKING GAY YOU KNOW!!!
Asshole spoke english the whole time! And what does he do after that? Continues speaking to me in indian.

Story 3:
Not going to get into it...but briefly some girl who's 22 and her 38 year old bf were planning on jumping off the 25th floor of a building (People... Don't Do Drugs!)

Anyways i've been awake for over 24 hours now, in fact i have no clue exactly how long its been since i've slept but what i do know is that i had to force myself to stay awake so i can get a good nights rest to wake up for 6am. So i decided to pay a visit to a friend...
So i visited and within 10 minutes of visiting i got kicked out cause she had to eat lunch? ya don't ask cause i don't even know...what i do know is: No more visits!

Came back home and for the record absolutely NOTHING on tv...maybe its a sunday thing

I had the weirdest craving for red lobster today...it still hasn't gone away and i still want some.
Mmmm i miss the endless shrimp! Ahh well what can you do?!

PEACE OUT NIG-A

3:15 in the morning i wake up...i get this chill and my stomach is in knots.  I try to fight it off but the knots continue to grow larger and larger.  I race to the washroom and next thing i know the toilet became my best friend.  So there i am laying on the floor head in and non-stop pain!  
I dont remember even having the stomach flu before but let me tell you...its not pretty at all!

Its going to be a long day.   =(

So i woke up all excited this morning thinking YES the torture is over and i'm going to go see Lusi today and everything will be cool. My mom comes into my room looking like complete ass explaining that she's all dizzy and what not and that she may have to go to the hospital. So i quickly jumped in the shower and had to convince her to go. (figures even on my days off i end up at work) So we go in and let me tell you literally NO ONE in that hospital recognized me and i'll show you why in my next post. So there we are waiting...and waiting...and waiting. We arrived at 3pm and my mom didn't get in till about 5:30pm

Around 6 my dad showed up, and sure enough around 8:15 we finally got home. I won't lie around 3:45 i left to go see Lusi even if it was for a short period of time. I left the hospital a little earlier then everyone else and i went to order some chinese food. So i waited for them to show up and nothing...finally had a little something to eat and i was off to pick up the pornstar.

I picked her up from work...drove to a park *wink wink nudge nudge
AND THEN...did absolutely nothing. As you can tell i had an AMAZING time for the whole 10 minutes of walking around in the park lol (i'm exagerating we didn't do absolutely nothing...we went for a walk) I think i wasted more time at the gas station then with her at the park.

Anyways needless to say...another frustrating night...Oh the joy!

Tell Me She's Not Hot!!!


You Know She's Hot When You Are A Loser Like Me, And Subscribe To Her Website Just So You Can Chat With Her For $100 For Approximately 10 minutes...But She's Worth It


Haha...I love It
What did i tell you...Pornstar!!!

p.s. Still Frustrated

I once said... ^{beauty has a face}...i was mistaken
What i meant to say yet didn't know at the time was that Evil has a face...and that face belongs to Lusi!

I'm not even going to get into it, all i know is that i literally said it myself...i dug my own grave, and tonight i suffered. 
Suffered more then any guy could possibly imagine!  And believe me when i say its very possible.
So lets see, we had the shittiest weather in the world, later watched one of the shittiest movies (it wasn't that bad just thought it would have been better) and in case you were wondering we watched Ice Age!  ANYWAYS ya the rest of the night was nothing short but painful.  I felt like curling up into a little ball and crying, and the longer the torture went on, the weaker i got.  Until i finally realized that hey, she's not giving in and she has every intention of making me suffer...
And so i decided to fight it!  I took my mind off of her and wouldn't give her the benefit of the doubt.  She grew furious and attempted twice as hard to put me through as much agony as physically possible yet i stood my ground and continued on in my attempts to walk out the victor...and sure enough i was!!!

Okay...let me tell you what really happened.  I actually did attempt to fight it, and i would end up doing really well...BUT I'M SO WEAK!!!
And and and...it wasn't fair she had an advantage to her that i stood no chance against.  To the victor goes the spoils, believe me when i say the victor doesn't need the spoils!   And just for the torture i'm going to tell everyone on LJ how you mistreat your brother.  Her poor younging desperately needs a pair of shoes meanwhile Supermodel Lusi over there is too busy buying herself stuff!  Thats right...i said it...and even though i'm lying, no one will believe you anyways!